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Monday, October 4
Another week draws to a close.
It's been a packed week. There was, of course, the zoo trip last Sunday. Then some grades came out (better than I had expected, so no cause for complaint there :) The usual complement of classes and assignments rolled along to make life miserable. But the main load came from elsewhere. I finally made up my mind to take part in a business fest (something I normally consider anathema) and joined a team for Confluence (the IIM-A fest, a little over a fortnight hence). Little did I know that it would mean loads of hard work, right here, right now! I've already analysed a 30-page case and spent several hours on an online game which just keeps getting more complicated every day. Add to that a disinclination to sleep which has seen me welcoming the sunrise for ten days in a row. Sometimes I think I operate on US standard time......
On Saturday, in sheer frustration, I ran away from it all for a few short hours and jaunted off to Banana Leaf (a.k.a. Komala Vilas, a nice veggie restaurant in the city) for a taste of heaven. A heaped South Indian thali with puris and ghee and buttermilk and rasam and papad and..…..anyway you get the idea :) And yes, awesome coffee *sigh*
……Today, it was back to the grind.
Thank God for places like the jetty, where I can get away from it all, even if only for half an hour......
~lakesidey
Posted at 10/4/2004 6:58:29 am by lakesidey
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Sunday, October 3
This started out as an attempt at translating "Chalo ek baar phir se ajnabi ban jaaye hum dono" and ended as a kind of experiment in iambic pentameter. The things I get up to when sleep evades me.....:)
Let us go back, a little while before
Beloved friend, let’s be strangers once more
I shall not hope for what I cannot reach
You need not suspect every word I say
My love will not reflect in all my speech
And no more will your eyes your hurt betray
Let us go back, a little while before
Beloved friend, let’s be strangers once more
I know my love is unrequited, yet
Your eyes tell me I’ve also lost a friend
Let’s go back to the time before we met
Let’s change this tale before the bitter end
Let us go back, a little while before
Beloved friend, let’s be strangers once more
If love should hurt, ‘tis best we should forget
If friendship be a burden, let it go
The bond we shared can only cause regret –
If strangers we must be, then be it so!
Posted at 10/3/2004 2:58:16 am by lakesidey
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Saturday, October 2
I first came across this poem in school. At that time didn't think much about it, but later on I came to appreciate it better. People tend to judge you by their own criteria, and if you achieve something they themselves would like to, they assume you must be extremely chuffed about it. Never mind that your aims, your goals, your very reasons for living might be different.....
Richard Cory
- Edwin Arlington Robinson
Whenever Richard Cory went down town,
We people on the pavement looked at him:
He was a gentleman from sole to crown,
Clean favored, and imperially slim.
And he was always quietly arrayed,
And he was always human when he talked;
But still he fluttered pulses when he said,
"Good-morning," and he glittered when he walked.
And he was rich - yes, richer than a king -
And admirably schooled in every grace;
In fine we thought that he was everything
To make us wish that we were in his place.
So on we worked, and waited for the light,
And went without the meat, and cursed the bread;
And Richard Cory, one calm summer night,
Went home and put a bullet through his head.
Posted at 10/2/2004 7:30:02 am by lakesidey
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Wednesday, September 29
My world is solely defined by your eyes
When they close, the sun seems to set
They open, and lo! once more it will rise
Those eyes spell my life - and my death.
They raise me when life brings me to my knees
They shine in dark times, like a fire
If they be my guide through life’s stormy seas
No more should I ever desire
However far away they might be
Their shadow upon my heart lies
And try as I might, I never can see
Aught but those expressive eyes….
Another of my favourite songs. The Lata Mangeshkar version of "Teri aankhon ke siva duniya mein rakha kya hai" from the film Chiraag. This is my humble attempt at a loose translation, you can find the original lyrics at http://chandra.astro.indiana.edu/isongs/hindi/splitindex/gif/211.gif
~lakesidey
Posted at 9/29/2004 5:22:52 am by lakesidey
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Monday, September 27
Yesterday was a rather interesting day. There's this group called Parivaar which takes care of needy children, and some of my friends help out actively and often, taking the children out for trips and so on. Yesterday was one such trip and my friend Shashank suggested I come along too. I admit I was rather sceptical at first - I don't have much of a clue how to talk to kids :)
But it turned out to be great fun. Talking to the kids turned out to be not much of an option (they didn't know English and I didn't know Bangla:) but I think a lot got said without needing any words....they were so enthusiastic, and so genuinely glad to see us.....I managed to lose much of my usual reserve and felt the years dropping off me. Of course, half a day roaming the Alipore zoo with those bundles of enthusiasm was enough to prove to me that I wasn't *actually* getting any younger :P But the smiles of the kids more than made up for any tiredness!
Thanks a lot, Shashank and "Rachna Didi", for convincing me to go!
~lakesidey
Posted at 9/27/2004 11:26:09 pm by lakesidey
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Sunday, September 26
Today after quite a while I had a nice loooooong talk on the phone with one of my oldest and bestest friends. Cheered me up no end, talking to her always does that for me :) Anu, this one's for you:
I DO NOT LOVE THEE
- Carolyn Elizabeth Sarah Norton
I do not love thee! - no! I do not love thee!
and yet when thou art absent I am sad;
And envy even the bright blue sky above thee,
Whose quiet stars may see thee and be glad.
I do not love thee! - yet, I know not why,
Whate'er thou dost seems still well done, to me:
And often in my solitude I sigh
That those I do love are not more like thee!
I do not love thee! - yet, when thou art gone,
I hate the sound (though those who speak be near)
Which breaks the lingering echo of the tone
Thy voice of music leaves upon my ear.
I do not love thee! - yet, thy speaking eyes,
With their deep, bright, and most expressive blue,
Between me and the midnight heaven arise,
Oftener than any eyes I ever knew.
I know I do not love thee! yet, alas!
Others will scarcely trust my candid heart;
And oft I catch them smiling as they pass,
Because they see me gazing where thou art.
~Lakesidey
Posted at 9/26/2004 2:44:52 am by lakesidey
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Friday, September 24
A couple of days back I had gone for one of my customary night walks. As I was ambling along, I spotted a junior of mine, Aditya, standing looking down at something in the middle of the road. Joining him, I found myself staring at an intriguing mollusc; a snail with a shell over 2 inches long, crawling determinedly straight across the road. A road which, even at that late hour, bore the occasional car whizzing past. Some nerve the creature had!
After shepherding the chap for five minutes, during which he progressed a foot or thereabouts, our patience finally ran out. A sheet of newspaper was judiciously laid out in his path, and with philosophical nonchalance our little friend glided on to it. It was then but the work of a moment to pick up the paper and give the little fellow his first air ride (after all, it was on a plane surface....;)
The poor chap seemed to get a bit airsick though, he withdrew into his shell for quite two minutes after being deposited gently on the far side of the road. Then, after a cautious peek to check that the "monsters" had departed, he emerged from his carapace and trundled off into the undergrowth with the same single-minded determination.....
~lakesidey
Posted at 9/24/2004 7:20:52 am by lakesidey
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Thursday, September 23
Of pagan worship and roman orgies
On Tuesday, after a week of mostly sleeping, I went out for dinner. Continental fare preceded by spicy paani-puri (or in Kolkata terminology, phuchkas) Good company, good fun :) Must do this kind of thing more often.....
One of the intriguing dishes which I experienced for the first time was the Fondue. This comprises, in its bare essentials, of a bowl of cheese melting over a tiny flame. A basket contains little chunks of bread. One gets a weird implement with a long handle, something like a two pronged skewer . The idea being that one spears a breadball, smothers it in molten cheese, and pops the resultant succulent morsel into one's mouth. The catch being, it is extremely hot....in essence it boils down to a trade-off between burning the roof of one's mouth off and watching one's table companions bolting the entire thing.
While not one of the most brilliant gustatory delights I have encountered (distinctly an acquired taste, I suspect!) the sheer novelty value made it well worth the experience. Besides, I always wanted to try fondue, having read so much about it.......It was one of the favourite foods of ancient Roman nobility (though of course they used a far bigger vat. Oh, and since it was such a messy thing to eat, it was generally consumed in the nude. Which made it a hot favourite at the Roman orgies. But I seem to be digressing again....;)
Anyway, then on Wednesday afternoon I finally settled down to read The Da Vinci Code. It's 5 a.m. Thursday morning and I'm still reading (OK I'm taking a half-hour break to type this, since my brain is, like, so much fried noodles right now:) It's certainly an enjoyable read so far, fast paced, detailed and with a wealth of interesting speculation and digression (into science, art and religion). And lots of codes, ciphers, anagrams, the kind of stuff I love. I'm feeling good, I actually managed to work out at least three of the clues instantaneously while reading :)
Tomorrow (er today) is going to be one of those days; lectures from 9:45 (yeah, right. Like I'm gonna make it for that:P) And that's just for starters......it promises to get worse.
~lakesidey
Posted at 9/23/2004 6:20:00 am by lakesidey
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Tuesday, September 21
I don't have anything specific to write about today, so I shall just ramble on about the vicissitudes of my life in general....
It's been a very up-and-down week.....from random headaches and fevers to unexpected grades. The weather changed suddenly last saturday and being the fragile ephemeral being I am, I promptly fell prey to various maladies. Lots of sleep (and missed lectures) ensued. Much better now :)
The worst part about having a fever is that reading hurts the eyes; given that for me the only saving grace of being ill is being able to curl up in bed with a good book, it seems patently unfair to be denied even that :( Anyway I managed to pass plenty of time playing pingu and related games:
http://yeti3.yetisports.org/_ylympics/
http://meph.eu.org/penguin.html
Statutory Warning: don't start playing these unless you have *loads* of free time on your hands. They can be *bloody* addictive :P
Grades have been extremely interesting and weird (for the statistically minded, the mean is fine but the standard deviation is horrendous), of 4 grades out so far I've managed 2 almost rock bottom grades and 2 pretty good ones. I have no clue how I did that, and am not looking forward to the two which remain - Russian Roulette isn't in it! :P
I finally managed to lay hands on "The Da Vinci Code" (thanks Shubha!) and am looking forward to a pleasant few days of reading to the soothing backdrop of my Brand Management professor's voice.
I made extensive plans for the Durga Pooja vacations (next month, after midterms). Then I had to revise them........four times. Ouch!!! Anyway as it stands now, the itinerary is Calcutta => Delhi (possibly missing a midterm exam en route;) => Goa (that being home place) => Bombay (that being adopted home place) => Ahmedabad => Cal again. All in the space of some ten-odd days. For someone who dislikes travelling I sure manage to get around!! :(
That's all for now I guess......oh, and the view from my room still rocks :)
~lakesidey
Posted at 9/21/2004 3:28:13 pm by lakesidey
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Friday, September 17
Another term. Another sheaf of resolutions to be a good boy and attend lectures and sleep early and well. Another set of dreams shattered within a fortnight.....*sigh*
Insomnia is terrible. I lie there in the dark trying to sleep. I try silence. Soft music. Loud music. Nothing works. I go for an hour long walk. Play games on the computer till my eyes hurt. Go for another walk. And then the merest whisper of light in the eastern sky tells me that it has all been in vain; I have eluded Morpheus for another night.
In the day, of course, I have absolutely no problem falling asleep. All it takes is a lecturer starting his monotonous drone and voila! my eyelids droop of themselves. Hmm, there's an idea. Maybe I should try *studying* at night. If nothing else works, that should!
Posted at 9/17/2004 6:53:18 am by lakesidey
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